Dear Readers,
Well, this is my first blog (as shown in the title). I've never been really
good at these things, or really
anything, for that matter. Usually I manage to jack up anything and everything I might be asked to do. Even if you think it's impossible to jack it up. And as the saying goes "Nothing is impossible." Unless it's growing a banana out your ear that when you peel it back unicorns gallop out into your hand (miniature ones of
course) and lick your pinkies.
So, I'll tell you about me. I am a natural blonde, but I tend to die my hair a lot, so it changes. My eyes are hazel, but change colors constantly. Mostly they are green or blue-gray. I consider myself tall for my age, since I am like 5'9 in my freshman year. I'm a girl, hopefully you already noticed that. My favorite color is yellow, I have this
major crush on these twin brothers, lets call them Arthur and Jerald. I tend to be secretive, unless it's something that troubles me. I like to make up things, though they usually are just my random fantasies with different names. I
love to draw, just a small habit that I picked up as a kid. Reading is my passion. I like to indulge myself into another world, where everything always come to an end and nobody can look at me and ask any unnecessary questions. Because no one can see or hear me, I'm just an observer. In reality, I'm not all too popular. I'm kind of a loser, actually. Though I try to ignore peoples' rude comments, I can't block them all out. When there is something I don't like, I will force myself to forget it, but most of the times I just can't remember things. I can't memorize anything important,
at all. I suck at tests, my mind just goes totally blank.
Uh, is that enough about me? Ah, wait, I forgot someone. Or some people. My two
best friends in the whole entire world are.... well, since I made up names for Arthur and Jerald, why not for them too? Lets say... Karen and Zoe. Karen is the most outgoing girl I know. Always bright, really smart. Zoe is a little different. Just like Karen, she's
really smart. She
loves books, just like I do, but she's like that one quiet kid in every class, that nobody ever notices. But I like noticing those people. They usually have the coolest personalities hiding under that sheet of armor they throw around themselves.
Okay, now that
is enough. Now for how my day has been. I went to bed last night sooooo confused. I've spent my whole freshman year so far, crushing on Arthur. And since Jerald has been ignoring me and all, it's been drawing me even more towards Arthur. I didn't think he liked, or ever
could like me since, ya know, I'm
me. But so you get the idea, right? Well, one of my Facebook *groan* statuses was that stupid thing like "If you think I'm cute, like this. If you want a relationship, message me. If blah blah blah blah." You know the deal. But the only one you really need to know is that it said "If you have or have ever had a crush on me, poke me." And this was like
weeks ago, so by the time he poked me, I didn't think anything of it. You know, a random poke from a friend? It doesn't really bring any warning bells. But then last night, I got a text from him saying something to the lines of " I poked you because it said to poke you if I had a crush on you." So I started
freaking. I mean, I'm a teenage girl, who was just told by her crush that he
liked her. But then reality rushed over me and I realized two things. One, he still has a girlfriend, and two, I still liked his
twin brother. So now I'm confused on the matter. What should I do?
Today's events weren't really bad. I couldn't help but stare at Arthur and his girlfriend, lets call her, hmmm, Guinevere. I pretended not to when he looked my way, but right when he turned around, I was watching. I couldn't help myself. It was hard to take my eyes away. And after school, he brought his girlfriend over to talk to me, as if he was
trying to rub her presence in my face. But then he went, after I was done talking, and stared at
my chest. In plain sight. I mean, who does that? Anyways, so I went home and tried texting him, not like right away, or at dinner time or anything, just a normal time. And he didn't reply. So I went out to eat with Karen and her family, her brothers birthday was today, and spent the whole night with her.
The night ended, before I made this, with me attempting to curl my darn straight hair and managed to burn myself, once again. And then I ended up on here. Great story, huh?
So if anybody actually
read all of this, my boring life, thanks. I appreciate it. If you want, leave a comment. I'd love to hear what you think of my situation. I'll update soon, hopefully.
Well, goodnight, sleep well, have a happy life, and live for those rare moments of complete bliss.
Sincerely,
A Golden Poppy
