Well, - January 21st, 2011

      Dear Readers,

 Today is..... How do I explain this? I was content. I hate being content. Nothing happens when you are content. Nothing exciting, anyways. And most people try for content, trying their best to be happy with something. To have a routine. But not me, no. I like excitement. I like passion and rage and emotion. I like adventure, something that gets my blood pumping. And i don't get that with being content. But I am, against my will, and I don't know how to change that. Any suggestions? Course you don't, cause nobody reads this. Ah, oh well. I write in here to rant anyways. I told Zoe about this, and she laughed at her name. We both read (well I used to read) this series called House Of Night. If you've read it, you'd already know that Zoe is the main character. If you haven't read it, go read it. Now.
 Life has been..... I don't know. It's just, well, nothing upsets me anymore. I got in trouble with my parents and didn't care. Nothings really bothered me lately, like I've been in some type of daze. I probably am. Oh, Karen was right about the texting stuff. Remember yesterday, when I told you about her taking my phone? Well, she was right. It helped. I just hate admitting I'm wrong, but I did anyways. I was just afraid he wouldn't talk to me anymore, like so many guys before him. And since I like him as both a male and a friend, I didn't really want to lose him, ya know? Anyways, what's up with you guys? Do you just not comment, or am I wasting my time writing this because nobody actually reads this? It doesn't really matter, really. I'd still write in here, to let my feelings out. Even if this was the utmost failure blog ever, I'd still keep writing it. It's kind of letting people know my story, without them actually really knowing anything about me. So you guys can judge me all you want, but it won't really help you. All you'll do is be annoyed when I insult you back. But ey, that's what life's about, right? Living, loving, rage and passion?
 So, I'll write more tomorrow, readers. Thanks for reading,  if you did. Live life your own way and don't let people change you to fit their image. Be you and make the most out of yourself and the things around you. Love God with all your heart and live for tomorrow.
 Sincerely,

Golden Poppy